I was bringing my attitude as a regular person 'cause this is my attitude.
Japanese architecture is traditionally based on wooden structures that need renovating on a regular basis.
At first I missed it, but it was the amazing energy thing that happened during shows, when a lot of people were like Yay Yay Yeah! I missed that for a while. But I don't miss the regular and the business side of that whole thing.
I was getting hot flashes and sweats on a regular basis. That's not normal, even for my age.
Have regular hours for work and play make each day both useful and pleasant, and prove that you understand the worth of time by employing it well. Then youth will be delightful, old age will bring few regrets, and life will become a beautiful success.